m just a lil girl

i alwys remember every detail, every moment, every piece of the memories left.... No matter how much i try to forget, it will forever be there.sounds weird ,complicated and irritating sometimes but so m i..

i may not show it, but inside, the smallest things kill me. i  try hard not to show it, because i hate feeling weak around people. The smallest thing you do can hurt me. Not physically but mentally.

i' ll yell at you, get  jealous. M  stubborn,  over think, get insecure. Sumtyms my  moods r like a roller coaster. i ll probably nt listen to you, and  won’t do anything right. Bt m just a lil girl inside.

Being a gal is hard.. but I’ve learned who to trust and who to ignore. I don’t forgive people because I’m weak, I forgive them because I’m strong enough to know that people make mistakes. It’s hard to grow up in a society where you will never be the pretty girl. Everyone seems to have everything you don’t and dreams are always one cloud away from where you are.

I don’t wanna have a great, amazing couple of months and then all of a sudden its over. I don’t want to experience the feeling of being lost, confused, and hurt all over again. the best thing that can ever happen to a girl is when she realizes her strengths and potentials. she is everything this world can ever think of.....she's a girl!!

crossroads <\3

i wish to be alone .. i know you'll keep me happy but with everything dats  goin on, i'll make you sufffer at every step..love is al about giving and not taking away everythin from sm1 u care abt.


i'm afraid of commiting myself..i want to follow all paths...explore this world and then end up being wid sm1 who i kno is perfect fo me.


being with u is like choosing a path....and having choosen one , means to miss out on others..i sound like an idiot...bt this is wat d confusion is about.


i ve a whole life to live, a life full of intrigue and love. but i alwys remain confused about choosing a path, cos deep down inside i'm scared wat if d path i ve choosen was a wrong one, wat if it leads me to place i dont want to be.... when u start walkin on a road, u dont know where it ends...and unless u are sure abt its end point, ur dillema abt having choosen a wrong road continues...


at some point i feel its gud to be afraid of love because it involves things that are beyond one's understanding...it sheds such a brilliant light but d shadow it casts is frightening.. when u make choices, u should kno, u can only be close to ppl , if u are one of them.


maybe this feeling of despair and restlessness is god's way of showin me a way.