a torn note

You never know if..a persons scars are all visible..
if a persons pain has ever faded..exactly how they feel inside,if they are dying ,crying or just empty.
You can never tell..you  can not tell cause they are always smiling and trying to cover up the pain they feel inside.
The one thing you can tell is that the person has to fake a smile everyday and try to act like they are enjoying life..
even with the pain hiding in their eyes. With this only a person who can truly read their eyes, the sadness, the pain, the fear, the heartache, all this pain hidden there..
the scars of their past forever on their minds, in their souls, life becoming a simple action of being human, barely grasping the concept of truly being alive,
for the pain and fear within grows and feeds off their happiness like a leech.

our lost love

We are alone,
we can't hear a sound
It's just us, no one's around.
You can cry in my arms
I will wipe your tears,
You can cry
I understand your fears.
No one will ever know our secrets
No one will take our dreams,
No one will take our souls
No one will know what our love means.
Our tears fall to the ground
We're angels, lost but never found...
Fountain of our blood in the middle of a dream
Our hearts are breaking,
but no one can hear us scream.
We're ghosts, without a face, but full of pain
I know that our souls died in vain.
Like angels we are...fallen from heaven
Dreaming of beauty and love in hell...
We're bewitched, damned,
Crying for the dying world,
Crying for our love lost in time, forever...
Tears are still falling to the ground
We're still angels...lost but never found.

memories!

Breathing gets harder
Loneliness consumes me.
I try to remember
Why you're so far away
Why I've lost you forever.
I'm hiding in my memories
In this world that's only mine
Only these memories can keep me alive...